I lost the love of my life of 26 years to Lung Cancer.
John & I married young & raised two terrific kids together. Our feelings for each other was just like our wedding song, Endless Love. That is what we were to each other, endless love. After 25 years of marriage we still hug and kiss hello or goodbye. When we walked together or just sat next to each other we were always holding hands.Then on a warm spring day in April my world changed.
With our family and friends in the room John opened his eyes. I took his hand and told him that I was with him. He slightly squeezed my hand and he was gone. In one moment I lost the love of my life. We had been together since I was 18. How in the world do I live without him?
All of a sudden our house seem too big and empty without him. I miss seeing him coming in through the door at the end of the day. The nights were the hardest. I found it hard to fall asleep without him. I kept wondering if John made it to heaven and was he OK? I needed to know this. There was nothing I could do to make it better. I started to where John’s watch to feel closer to him.
I missed my daily hug and kiss from him so I placed a picture of him on the refrigerator and hug the fridge while I get the picture a good morning or goodnight kiss. I started to feel him with me daily but I didn’t know was it him or my mind playing tricks on me because I missed him so much.
It was then my mother read in the local paper that Matt Fraser was coming into town she wanted to know if I wanted to go. My mother was very close to John and she was missing him as if she was missing her own son. I jumped at the chance of maybe John would come through at the show. No such luck at first. It took almost 3 years of going to Matt’s show before something happened. Matt came up to me and said I want you to know your dad is here today. Huh? What? My mind was stuck. My dad?
Matt went on to tell me your father knows you are waiting for someone else but he wanted to connect with you today. He is holding a baby in his arms. Does this make sense? I said yes I lost the baby in a miscarriage and my twin sister died two weeks before we were born. Matt went on to let us know my dad watches over us and everyone is safe in heaven. At the end of the night both my mother and I were happy with the reading.
I was sure John was going to come through with the next show with Matt. The show with Matt came to our area. I just knew John would come through. And he did! It was the last reading of the night. Matt had the whole row stand up. He looked right at me and said did you lose your husband?
Yes! John was going to let me know he was OK! I then told Matt yes. He looked right at me and said are you wearing your husband’s watch? (The watch was not showing it was covered up by my coat!) I showed him the watch and gave a brief explanation on why I was wearing it.
Matt was spot on with everything! He said your husband didn’t want to die and fought very hard to live. I told him yes. Then Matt looked at me with a smile and And says what’s with the picture? Your husband keeps showing me a picture does this mean anything to you? I started to laugh I went on to tell Matt & the room that I missed John so much that I have his picture on the fridge to kiss and a hug the fridge thinking that it’s John because I miss his hugs so much.
The room laughed I laughed I could feel John smiling at me. Matt then went on to tell me John is with me and he just leaned over and gave me a kiss on the cheek! My endless love is still with me! I can remember after the show I kept telling my mother he came through! He came through!
It’s been a few months since the reading. I don’t feel as alone as I did before. I still miss him and kiss his photo and hug the refrigerator every day. It’s still the closest way I can hug him back when I can feel him hugging me.
I am so glad Matt wants to share his family gift to help others like me who are missing their love ones thank you Matt!
When Jennie LaBarca attended her first event at Foxwoods Resort and Casino, hosted by psychic medium Matt Fraser, she never anticipated the effect the young medium would have on her life. She had lost her mother years earlier, and at the event, Mom came through with some loving words for her daughter.
Jenny was thrilled to receive a message from her mother and looked forward to attending another of Matt’s events. Time passed, until about 5 years later when Jenny got word of another local mediumship event with Matt Fraser. She purchased tickets and this time brought her two cousins with her.
The three women hoped at least one of them would be selected for a reading, but Matt’s message surprised them all – especially Jenny.
After the event began, it didn’t take long for Matt to single Jenny out. He walked up to her and shared several insights from her mother, but those messages were eclipsed by what he said next.
“Your mother wants me I to tell you something important! What is wrong with you can be remedied. You just have to get a second opinion.”
He went on to explain, “There’s something relatively minor that can help you.”
Jenny was stunned.
To look at her you would never know there was anything wrong. But in fact, she had a ruptured disk in her lower back that had been getting progressively worse for years. She had always been an active person, but chronic back pain was making it hard for her to enjoy her usual activities.
Jenny had already gone through one back surgery, but it didn’t solve the problem. After that disappointing result, her doctor recommended a drastic procedure that involved putting a bar in her spine. It was a risky operation and the chances of success were 50/50.
Jenny didn’t like the odds, so she refused the surgery – opting for pain management techniques and injections instead.
Years passed and Jenny continued to struggle. On the days when her pain got really bad, she even resorted to using a walker. But she had not used a walker on either of the occasions when she went to see Matt.
When Jenny heard the message from her mother that Matt relayed, she was suddenly hopeful. “What Matt said felt so true to me!”
“My doctor insisted it was my back, nothing else, but I had been feeling like I was walking on a broken leg. I went to a doctor and said please do an x- ray of my hip. Matt had told me to try this and I believed him. After hearing from Matt, I was convinced that there was an answer, and I was tired of not being able to walk!”
When Jenny got her results from the x-ray, it turned out that Matt Fraser had been correct! Her entire femoral head (the ball of the hip) was gone, and the socket had eroded from the bone on bone contact. And just as Matt had said, the problem could be easily corrected.
Jenny got a hip replacement and it was like a miracle. After she recovered from the operation, she could walk again, and her pain was nearly gone!
Jenny credits Matt Fraser for her happy outcome. “If I hadn’t heard Matt’s words I would never have insisted the doctor keep looking. My mother had been watching me deal with my pain for so long, and gave me advice through Matt. What he said kept playing over in my mind – you need to get another opinion, because this can be remedied.”
Jenny explained how the hip replacement changed her life. “I had kind of accepted my pain, and I kept myself busy. I would go to Florida every winter, but I couldn’t walk on the sand at the beach.
Things were bad with my back, I had nerve damage and scoliosis and all kinds of issues, but the back injections were not working and after Matt said what he did I just pushed and pushed until they looked for another cause.”
“The pain was excruciating.”
Like most of us, Jenny had put her trust in her doctor, and accepted what he told her. Even after Matt’s reading, she put off questioning the diagnosis for a while, but his words kept prodding her.
Jenny had no doubt that Matt was able to connect with her mother on the other side, so she trusted his words. Her confidence paid off!
“My family is very gifted, I get premonitions about bad things that will happen, my daughter is sensitive to people’s energy, and another young relative sees dead people. I know that Matt is the real thing.
Nothing that Matt had seen would make him know that I had a problem, yet he knew I should get a second opinion.”
Now when Blythe goes to Florida, she can walk on the beach again. She will be celebrating her 70th birthday with a cruise. All thanks to Matt – and her surgeon, of course.
Jenny wanted Matt to know how his words had helped her, “I think I might still be suffering if I hadn’t gone to that event. You really hit the nail on the head with my ‘ailment’ and your words forced me to check deeper into the original diagnosis. When I recovered from the surgery, I just had to thank you for giving me my life back.”
Before she had a child of her own, Sandra Palladino had heard that mothers and sons share a special connection, but it wasn’t until her son Michael was born that she really understood how deep that bond could be. Michael was the love of her life – and the feeling was absolutely mutual.
When Michael passed on July 4th, 2016 of an overdose, Sandra’s world came crashing down. Michael was just 34 years old.
Searching for answers, Sandra visited local psychics to try to connect with the son. She didn’t get the connection she was looking for, until one day she saw that Matt Fraser would be hosting an event in King of Prussia right outside Philadelphia. She quickly went online to get a ticket.
When Sandra arrived at the event and saw the crowd, she wasn’t really expecting to get a reading. She watched as Matt walked into the audience and shared spirit messages. Just the idea that souls in heaven could reach out to their loved ones on earth was comforting to her. But before she knew it, Matt was heading over to Sandra’s side of the room. Even before he asked her row to stand up, Sandra knew in her heart that he was bringing her a message from Michael.
Matt immediately came up to Sandra with an image of her grandmother holding out earrings. As soon as he mentioned them, Sandra remembered that her grandmother had bought her a beautiful pair of earrings in Italy when she was 16.
Then, Matt asked if Sandra had a male child who had passed away.
“I feel that he passed from an overdose,”.
That blew Sandra away!
He’s here. He’s very good looking, and he’s saying that he knows you have his picture on your phone.
Sandra had her phone in her purse. She pulled it out and turned it on – her screen saver was a picture of Michael.
Matt went on to say, “Your son has a very strong energy, and he’s saying that you’re taking too much on yourself. You need to stop blaming yourself.”
In her heart, Sandra believed she had done everything she could – but after Michael’s death, she had wondered if there was anything she could have done to prevent the tragedy. His addiction started with prescription opioids. She would go into his room and see bottles of pills. She often asked him, “Are all these necessary?“
“The doctor is giving them to me!” was his answer.
Matt said, “You were Michael’s rock. He says you were always there for him.”
Then Matt said something unexpected. “Everyone is worried about your mother, who has dementia, but you need to worry about your father.”
It was true that Sandra’s mother had dementia, but as far as she knew, her father was perfectly healthy.
Matt’s words echoed in her head just a few months later when Maria’s father started having heart problems.
“Who is Ryan? He’s very worried about him.”
Matt’s words hit home for Sandra. Ryan was Michael’s stepbrother, and Michael had always worried about Ryan when he was alive.
“Michael is asking you to reach out to Ryan and let him know he’s looking out for him.”
After the reading, Sandra called Ryan’s father, who confirmed that Ryan was indeed having a hard time dealing with Michael’s death.
Sandra shared how the message about Ryan was rock solid proof that Michael was really there. “Ryan isn’t a common name – and Michael was always so protective of him, that message was clearly from my son.”
At the end of the reading, Matt asked if he could give Sandra a hug. “Your son needs a hug from you.”
Matt ended the session with these words. “I see Michael watching over you when you are in your car. He’s worried about you, because you’re stuck in your grief.”
Sandra doesn’t like to say that she’s moved on, because it sounds like she is leaving Michael behind. She will never leave him. She knows they’ll be together some day.
Sandra was always a spiritual person, and the reading with Matt further confirmed her feelings. After the reading, Sandra and Matt arranged for her to share her story, hoping that it would help other mothers in the same situation. Right after Sandra made the arrangements, she looked outside, and showing up vividly against the snow was a bright red cardinal. She knew it was a sign from Michael.
Sandra said that after the reading, she felt a wave of warmth and peace. “I know that Michael is with me.. Matt Fraser is very gifted. It must be wonderful for him to know that he can bring peace to people. What more could you want!”
Rosemarie D’Ascoli’s father raised her to be strong and capable. He worked hard for his family, but he still made time to take his daughter fishing. He was 19 years older than his wife. In 1986, he passed away from lung cancer at age 72, leaving his 20-year-old daughter to take care of her mother.
Then Rosemarie’s mother passed in 2015.
Rosemary had expected to hear from her dad after he died – maybe get some kind of a sign that he was with her – but in 33 years there was nothing. Hoping to connect with her parents, Rosemarie signed up to see Psychic Medium Matt Fraser at an event in Connecticut.
Rosemarie had her doubts when she saw Matt. He was so young! “He was wearing velvet slippers with shields on them, and a shiny shirt. I thought to myself, who is this guy?” Despite her first impressions, all of a sudden Matt was standing there looking at Rosemarie. “Who is Rose?” he asked. She wants to talk to you.
Her mother had come through.
He told Rosemarie about her mothers’ illnesses. “She’s so proud of the woman you’ve become!” Rosemarie remembered, “Then Matt said he had something funny to tell me. My mother said I had been wearing her ring but that I had stopped wearing it! She said I was too cheap to get it sized. Everyone laughed. But my mom was like that – she had a sense of humor and she’d give you a jab sometimes.”
Matt looked at Rosemarie, “is that true – are you cheap?” Rosemarie said that she was.
After hearing from her mother, Rosemarie wanted more. She attended an event at the Italian Center in Stanford, Connecticut.
“There were already people in there seats, I came in late and was taking my time – I didn’t realize what time it was. I landed in the last row – I thought this could be bad, but then again, maybe it doesn’t matter where you’re sitting.”
At one point, Matt said “people who are standing behind you who have passed, and if they were quiet in life, they will be quiet in death.”
Rosemarie decided to give her dad a little nudge. “I said to my dad – I know you’re a quiet guy, but if you’re here you have to do a little dance or something so Matt can see you.” He must have heard, because Matt came right over!
Matt said “I have your dad here. He liked to drink, and he’s showing me his favorite chair. He used to hide his bottle between the seat and ottoman.”
“I didn’t know that!”
“You weren’t supposed to know that!” Matt said. “I can see that your dad and your mother fighting about his drinking.” Rosemarie remembered her parents fighting. “It was true, I didn’t want to think about that but it was something we lived with.”
Matt told Rosemarie, “Your dad is very sorry he didn’t spend more time with you and show you more affection.”
Rosemarie felt so sad when she heard that. She said “Dad, why are you thinking that way? You were there for me – it was enough”
Rosemarie explained, “I felt that he did spend time with me but looking back I know that he wasn’t always available. He would come home, and I didn’t notice that he was already loaded. As a child I didn’t really think about it. He owned a liquor store, and it seemed natural that he would like to drink. He and my mom were close, even though they fought. He did everything for us. He made breakfast and lunch and even cooked dinner. He was semi-retired when we were growing up because he was so much older.”
Rosemary was so happy to hear what Matt said next. “He said he was so proud of me. I had always wondered what he would think of how I turned out. I was still in college when he died, and I missed some exams because of his sickness. I didn’t know if I would even get my diploma. On the day of graduation, I just showed up and hoped for the best. They did call my name and I got my diploma, but it was bittersweet because he wasn’t there. My father passed in June right before my graduation ceremony.”
Rosemarie went on, “After all that time it was so good to hear that he was proud of me, and I was happy I got to talk to him. After 33 years you forget to keep the communication open.
Now I feel like he’s with me. I know someone is watching over me. Even though he’s passed, we are close again, we have little dialogues all the time. I’m speaking to him more, remembering things more. Thinking about the times we had together, fishing and going for long rides in his car.”
Rosemarie was so grateful that Matt brought her father through. “Maybe Matt knew that I needed to hear from him, even though I was expecting to hear from my mom. I have some family things going on and needed to feel my parents were with me. Hearing from them put those things in perspective. I realized that maybe I needed to change the way I look at things. It’s mind blowing to realize that my parents are still with me. I can have a conversation with my deceased loved ones, and it’s like they are still here. I can still get advice from them. In just a few minutes Matt Fraser changed my life for the better. “
When it came to mediums, Carlos Rivera was not a believer. If he happened upon a medium on television, Carlos would change the channel. But then tragedy struck, and Carlos lost four loved ones in four years. First both his parents passed, then his wife, and then, most shocking of all, his 37-year-old son.
Carlos became so depressed that he had a hard time leaving the house. He gained weight and tried to hide out from the world.
The pain was just too much.
“My parent’s death was not a surprise. They were old and had lived a good life. My wife’s death was unexpected and painful – but losing my son took the life right out of me.”
Carlos had never believed that mediums could speak to the dead, but in his grief, he suddenly found himself looking for answers in places he would not have considered before.
He began researching mediums on the internet and came across Matt Fraser. There was something about the young medium that seemed different, and Carlos ordered tickets for Matt’s event in New Jersey for himself and his daughter-in-law, the wife of his deceased son.
Carlos was surprised when Matt came up to him early in the event.
“He told me things no one else would have known.”
Matt immediately picked up on the fact that Carlos’ son had taken something that was given to him by another person. He had died of a Fentanyl overdose at 37 years of age.
“Your son knows that you were involved with the police and the FBI and did everything you could to support them in breaking up the drug ring that was responsible for his death.”
Carlos left the event comforted by the contact with his son, but he needed to know more. He wanted to be sure that his son was okay in the afterlife.
Carlos went to a second one of Matt’s events, but his son didn’t come through.
The third time, Matt went right up to Carlos with a message from his mother.
“Your mother passed away recently, and she’s with your son. She says to tell you she’s proud of you for helping raise his children.”
Carlos was in fact very involved with helping out his son’s wife. But the thing that struck him the most was the way the Matt had taken on his mother’s mannerisms and way of speaking.
“It was like my mom was right there!”
Carlos’ mother had kept the home together while his father worked two jobs. “My dad was my hero, but my mom did it all. She was an angel – loving and nurturing to her family – but at the same time tough as nails. It gave me so much comfort to know she was with my son. I knew she’d keep him in check.”
Matt looked at Carlos. “She knows the pain you went through.” Then Carlos’s son had some words for his father. “He is so grateful you are helping his wife and children. He says that he knows he should be the one doing that.”
Suddenly Matt said – “Your mother said that she taught you that!”
That was exactly the kind of thing Carlos knew his mother would have said. For a few minutes, he felt like he was talking directly to his mother.
“The first time I saw Matt, it helped me, but the second time, when he came through with my mother, well, that really took a weight off my shoulders. Matt is a miracle worker,”
After the event, Carlos wanted to talk to Matt and thank him. His son came through again for a minute as Matt was signing his book. “He’s telling me that you met me in New Jersey.”
Carlos wasn’t a skeptic anymore.
“Matt gave me a whole new lease on life. I know I have the chance for a fresh start with my grandchildren. I’m getting back in shape. I was always fit, but after my son died, I found solace in food. But now I’m getting an operation so I can lose the weight and run around with my grandkids.”
Carlos went on, “I was a military man, and very down to earth. When it came to something like mediumship, I was a skeptic. I needed Matt to prove it to me. Now I see Matt on television, and he talks to skeptics like me and makes them believers. What Matt charges is a pittance for the peace and comfort he brings. I find so much peace just watching him give readings to other people.”
Carlos lives in New York City, but not for long. He’s retiring and moving to New Jersey to be even closer to his grandchildren. He’s looking forward to taking them to ballet and karate and being part of their lives every single day.
Carlos had these final words for Matt,“my son and I had such a tight bond. He was my only son, and the comfort Matt gave be was priceless. Now I’m filling my son’s shoes until the man upstairs calls me up!”
When Fallon and Michael Arcand were growing up, they looked forward to spending summers with their father in Florida. Their dad was larger than life and they loved being around him. Known to his fans as Mike Marcello, the handsome pro-wrestler might not have been there for the day to day activities of his son and daughter, but the time they had together was precious.
Looking back, Fallon explains…
“Our relationship wasn’t constant, and we didn’t spend every single summer together, but I wouldn’t let anyone say anything bad about him. He was my dad!”
One year after spending two wonderful months with their dad, Fallon and Michael said their goodbyes and headed home. Everything felt fine and normal when they left – and the children had no idea they were seeing their father for the last time.
Five days later they received the news that he had taken his life. Fallon was devastated.
As the years passed, Fallon looked for signs that her father was with her. She often found herself talking to him and asking his advice. She desperately wanted to feel his presence in her life, but there was so much uncertainty and pain associated with his passing.
Looking for Answers
Hoping to learn more about her father’s death, Fallon and a friend bought tickets to a live event with psychic medium, Matt Fraser. After a short introduction, Matt went into the audience and did a few readings. It wasn’t long before he was standing at the row where Fallon and her friend were sitting. Matt looked straight at the two women, focusing his attention on Fallon’s friend.
“Pass the mic down, your dads coming through.”
But suddenly he stopped. “Pass the mic to her” he said, looking at Fallon. “He said your dad has to talk to you first.”
Fallon wasn’t surprised, “That’s how my dad was, he was very persuasive, and I could see him making sure he went first.”
After Fallon had the microphone, Matt said, “Your dad wants to show you he’s pushing all the drugs and alcohol aside.”
Fallon’s father had struggled with addiction.
Matt went on, “Did you just leave a big family?”
“Yes!” Fallon had recently moved out of the two-family house where her grandparents and other family members resided. It had been a difficult choice to leave the comfort of her family and go out on her own. She remembered asking her father for advice, seeking his support for her decision.
“He’s so proud of you. He says you both had a hard time growing up, and he chose to deal with it through drugs and alcohol. You respects your decision to take a different path and choose to better yourself.”
Matt told Fallon that her father knew she had just bought a house…
And bought a truck.
She had recently done both!
But Fallon was stunned when the young medium said, “Did you think about getting a personalized license plate? I see J-J, Wait, JMA!”
Fallon had wanted to get a customized license plate with her son’s initials, JMA, but she hadn’t mentioned it to anyone.
When Matt shared such exact details from her father, Fallon knew her dad was with her.
“I always sensed he was there, but Matt reassured me. He told me he’s always with you and he’s so proud of how you’ve done in life.
After her reading, Fallon felt so connected with her father, and she could see that the medium could feel it too. At the end, when Matt was signing books, he asked Fallon to share her story.
A Sense of Healing
It’s just been a few days since the reading, and Fallon feels lighter and happier in the knowledge that her dad is watching over her and liking what he sees.
“It’s also nice to hear that he owned his issues with drugs and alcohol and was asking for forgiveness.”
Now Fallon is able to give her father the final forgiveness – knowing that he is happy with the way she’s living her life.”
Fallon’s friend eventually got her reading too! Her dad came through, and then her mom. Both girls were thrilled with their experience.
Fallon is so happy she went to see Matt Fraser’s event. “You can’t even make that up. The talent to give someone the fulfillment and healing that they have been looking for – it’s an amazing gift. Just hearing what he said makes me able to go on. I want to thank Matt for giving me that reading and letting me know that I am doing right by my family. It was a very special moment for me.”
felt fine and normal when they left – and the children had no idea they were seeing their father for the last time.
