My name is Rehannon Jackson, my family and I attended an online group reading with MattFraser in March 2022. This was our first time attending. I wanted to express my gratitude, although I don’t even think I can put it into words, I am certainly going to try.
We had hopes we would hear from our son and my husband’s mother. I purchased the tickets in January, and every day since then I have asked my son to come through. You see, on September 22, 2021, Zachary was murdered, he was only 26 years old. My heart shattered, and all that I knew ceased to exist. He was shot multiple times, his girlfriend didn’t know what to do, so she drove him straight to me. I tried performing CPR until police arrived, but it was too late, he was gone.
Since his tragic passing, I haven’t been able to feel him, sense his presence, or dreamt of him. I found myself logically explaining signs I was receiving, I had hoped they were signs, but I found myself coming up with a logical explanation. I never wondered if he was okay, or if he was at peace. I knew he was, but I needed to “feel” him. Some would say I was too deep in my grief, that it wasn’t time yet. That if I receive any of that it would make me miss him more (I don’t even know if that’s possible), but I talk to him all the time, and ask him to bring me signs.
I know my son received a blessing to be brought home, he no longer suffers any of the pain he did when he was here on earth. I would just repeat it to myself over and over again. If God came to me and said, “If I could give you back your son just as he was, battles and all, would you want to give him back to you?” I would have to say no, he suffered greatly. I would rather live with the pain and torture of not having him than to give him 1 minute of the pain he was in. Knowing he is 100% whole – just as he should be, gives me some peace with not having him.
After his passing is when I became obsessed with all things “afterlife”, I have always believed in the gifts some have been given to talk with spirits on the other side. But, it was then, that I came across Matt Fraser on YouTube. I have just binge-watched every one of his videos and followed him on Facebook. I knew after Zack died I would want to see a Medium, and when I was watching the hope Matt gave to all those he read, I knew HE was the one I wanted to see. I could feel it with every fiber of my being!
So, every day since I purchased the tickets I would ask my son to please come through at our reading. I needed to hear from him, I have been walking around in a fog, and even though I got out of bed every day, I didn’t want to. Zachary is on my mind 24/7 – never stopping. Those last few moments play on a loop. My hands were the last touch him. He came into this world with me, and he left this world with me. For that, I am grateful.
Matt gave me and my family the greatest gift a mourning family could receive. Now, I know he is always with me. I received that validation, today. Everything and I mean everything Matt said to us was exactly correct. Down to one of the questions, I asked Zack to answer – just yesterday, and that was whether or not he went to this guy’s house with the intent/hope of being killed. Matt talked about where did the question of suicide come from. I wanted to know if this was a suicide mission, and he told us – no it was not. The happiness and peace that has come over me during this reading were overwhelming, to say the least. I needed to hear from him more than anything else right, and he knew that.
Matt was absolutely amazing, he listened to our son, even though he wouldn’t stop talking, and we went over the normal time it takes for a reading. But, that didn’t stop Matt from telling us all that Zack had to say! That was our son, he loved to chit chat and probably could have gone on for another hour! LOL Matt was so accommodating to what Zachary needed to say. I feel like some of the weight I have been carrying for the last 24 1/2 weeks has been lifted off of me. Nothing I say or do could come close to expressing what this has meant to me and my family. I want to scream from North Carolina to RI for Matt to hear what his gift has done for me.
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